When does heart triumph?

Wearing: Shoes - Zara / Top - Mango / Cylottes - Thrifted

Oh when does heart triumph,
with good intentions?
I get blamed, put to shame,
and not to mention,
it was never intended,
to get your attention.

Laying down,
thoughts twisted.
Can’t talk,
throats constricted.
Then I stop myself,
because I realize I missed it.

There’s no regrets,
nothing to say.
You took it wrong.
You ran away.
You left me here,
with nothing at all,
but I realize…
its not my fault.

Oh when does heart triumph,
when you’re in love?
I can’t yell, I can’t help,
that I’m not good enough.
I never intended,
to get your attention.

Now laying down,
thoughts twisted.
Can’t talk,
throats constricted.
Then I stop myself,
because I realize I missed it.

There’s no regrets,
nothing to say.
You took it wrong.
You ran away.
You left me here,
with nothing at all,
but I realize…
its not my fault.

These thoughts keep burning,
this heart keeps yearning,
to make it all right.
These thoughts keep burning,
this heart keeps yearning,
to make it all right.
To make this all right…

But there’s no regrets,
nothing to say.
You took it wrong.
You ran away.
You left me here,
with nothing at all,
but I realize…
its not my fault.
Its not my fault.

Jayson Howard